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Food For Thought!
 
Saturday, October 04, 2003  
I don't want to be a negative Nelly (heard that from someone once) but I'm seriously disliking my life right now.
Don't get me wrong. There's lots of good stuff. And I'm appreciating every good moment that comes along.
But the stress is getting to me, and HARD. Mostly monetary in nature.
How is it I survived the past three years? Cause right now, I'm about to go under and I'm working my ass off. Papers to be filed, bills to be paid, work, school, and social obligations. I'm not a happy camper.
This morning, I had a nervous breakdown and began sobbing. I was wheezing and shaking by the time I was done.
Everyone wants to help, but I don't know how they can. I'm tired and I don't see solutions. What's more is that I don't really feel like I care. Dangerous. But my apathy is getting stronger as the days go by and it's scaring me. Or it would if I gave a damn.
UCSD Financial Aid sucks. The IRS sucks. All the jobs I'm holding suck. People suck.
Wish me luck on day to day crap-o-rama. I need it.

3:02 PM

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